My big mistake

I used to think that you were a mystery that you were too much for me and that I didn't want anyone else. The truth is I am tired of thinking that I have feelings for you. Before when I would see you I would get a bubbly feeling that would always make my day but now I know that it's just a feeling. I guess that's why they call it the past. Honestly I want to think that your this great guy but your not. You are nothing but another person that I would just look back to and say "I wish I didn't make the mistake of liking him" I am not mad at you actually I am mad at myself because what the hell was I thinking when I announced to everyone that I liked you? It's hard to believe that it's over. I guess that all good things must come to an end right? all those nights I cried myself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me were useless because I don't need you.The only thing i would remember you of is that you were a mistake. Just the way you looked at me made me fall and your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. I would have rather spent one more day with you and throw away a thousand. That is how you made me feel that's how hard I fall for people and this is how I take heartbreaks.